| So, here goes.
After what has seem like years with xanga, I have decided it is time to let go. I have allowed this to be a place for me to show a little more of "me" and be a little more real. I have also used Xanga to vent my many frustrations. There is something I've learned though, and that is that you should never really be too honest on xanga. People get hurt and things go said that you never really meant to say to be begin with. With has brought me to my point. I will no longer be using this xanga site.
2006 has already been the most stressful and heartwrenching year of my life. Between losing half my friends, almost losing my father, and being bogged down with problems from work, school, and other stuff, this year has just already been one to remember.
As I leave this place I just hope that in some way my words have touched someones life. I ask you to pray for me as I try to move on to new stages in my life. The process will be tedious and rough but pray I can stick with it.
As my final xanga post I wanted to post a song (a favorite of mine) and just let the lyrics speak for themselsves. This is my song for what has gone on the past three months.
"Mine All Mine"
The sun kisses the windowsill and I am still
On my second cup of pity me
It's been a long night chasing ghosts but at the most
It's been a rude awakening
That all too late, I finally see
That it's
My loss, my lonely
My mistake, mine only
Mine all, mine all, mine
And it's my bad, my broken
All my should have's left unspoken
Mine all, mine all mine
I drove you to the edge of the map and after that
I pushed you off just to watch you fall
You never were the bounce back kind
But man this time you've proven me wrong after all
Now I'm the one who's gonna crawl
'Cause it's
My loss, my lonely
My mistake, mine only
Mine all, mine all mine
And it's my bad, my broken
All my should have's left unspoken
Mine all, mine all mine
Always thought I'd get to sorry
But the chance has come and gone
So if it finds it's way back in
I'll hold on hold on hold on
The end.
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